today a fine day at work.. work load nt that busy jus enough to kp me busy for the whole day.. after work meet up with ying n mic.. dinner n shoppin.. only ying the only one nt empty-handed.. haha.. dear told me.. meetin his ex for movie.. dun feel gd when noe tis but alrdy promise him to allow him go out with other gals.. headed hm after shopping.. tk bus with ying.. talk to her awhile..

hmm.. mornin wake up ard 10plus.. intend to laichuang till hp alarm rings.. but awoke by mummy.. she bought breakfast for me.. so i wake up eat le.. start to sweep n follow by moppin floor.. bath then head to dear's hus.. he's awaken by me.. haha.. cus his mum went out no ppl help me ope n the door.. so bo bien.. lol.. slack at his hus.. watch him play game.. nt 4gettin the little gadget dears use to help me massage.. it's pain de lo.. haha.. but overall kinda " shu fu".. hee.. after tat follow his parents out.. went to fetch angie then go suntec walk walk.. haha.. last min decision to watch movie.. jus 10mins b4 the movie start n we jus buy the tics.. watch " the incredible hulk".. nice show.. haha.. after that went to find his parents.. took our dinner then headed by home.. =))

morning wake up as usual laichuang for while b4 gettin ready for work.. haa.. noon time.. nothing special in the whole office.. jus that i feel so sian.. duno y also.. suddenly receive dear's sms.. hee. kinda happy.. then confirm with him about tonite's movie.. expected him to end early for work.. but who noes.. turns out late today.. so nvm lo.. i go his hus find him instead.. haha.. movie timin is 9.15.. sit till backside pain.. so long lor the movie.. haha.. after movie.. head home..

morning was awake by mummy.. lolz.. abit angry but she buy breakfast for sis n me.. so we wake up n eat.. after eating.. help-out abit in huswork.. then cm here bloggin.. later goin to dear's hus.. then comin bk in the evenin.. cus mummy's cookin.. hee.. so long since we can have dinner tog as a family.. mostly she spend time at ah ma's hus.. wan to have a dinner tog also so hard.. last of all

"happy father's day"

peacefully spend the fri at office.. was chattin with eric on msn.. chat alot.. n i finally noe wat i wan.. after he offline.. he sms me.. askin me want to meet out ma.. brin me to my fav cheesecake cafe at siglap.. i jus reply ok.. cus dear nv sms nor call me.. but after awhile.. receive dear's sms.. askin me any plan tonite.. n i reply him.. i meetin my fren le.. he sounds angry.. but he say he won't force me.. so i continue my plan to meet eric.. so after work reach hm, bath n prepare to go out.. cus he's comin to fetch me at 7.15pm outside my hus.. din reali noe the road well.. perhaps reali too long nv go east coast that area.. while he drivin.. alot of memories flashes my mind.. suddenly tot of jw.. all the happy moments.. well.. all is past.. after reachin.. find a space to sit dwn.. indeed a big space for the 2 of us.. spend 2hr or 3 hr over there.. chat alot.. n he also advise me alot.. nice to talk to him.. time pass so fast.. chat abit like goin 10plus le.. so he send me home b4 he go meet up with his frens.. call dear whn i settle dwn.. chat awhile go to bed le..

morning wake up.. went dear hus to meet him.. today 's our 3rd mth anni.. knew he sure can't rem.. cus tis dates to him is nothing.. reach le.. still slpin like pig.. haha.. disturb him.. finally wake up liao.. play his game then delay time.. till ard 5plus to 6.. went out to have dinner tog with his parents.. after that went to bukit batok tog with his parents to pray.. reach hm ard 12plus..

last of all

*happy 3rd mth anni*

i knew my final decision sure makes alot of ppl to be disappointed.. but since all the words he say out in an anger.. i shall 4get about it tis time.. though wat he say reali makes my heart's shattered.. eric n benny kp tellin me.. nt worth it.. i myself also noe he's nt the one for me.. cus in terms of character n attitude.. reali so far apart.. i myself a libra.. luv peace.. but in tis r/s.. quarrels surpass peace.. sooner or later.. i gonna collapse.. nw i jus wanna spend time try to minimize the quarrels.. continue tis r/s happily n peacefully.. can we?

haiz..quarrel with him again.. barely tog for 3 mths.. duno go through hw many quarrels le.. reali duno wat to do.. hw to maintain tis r/s.. try so hard.. jus wanted to meet him for awhile.. turns out to be quarrelin again.. come to think of it.. it's my fault.. promies to block kw on msn.. but i jus promise without any action.. no wonder he lose trust on me anymore..

No trust de r/s can reali work out? i reali duno..

recenlty addicted to tis songs.. heard terrence sang at ktv once.. comes across the mtv while surfin youtube.. so decided to dl it..

song title:解脱
singer:李玖哲

爱永远都是难题
失去分寸太容易
谁都是凡人不够小心翼翼
有时候忘了珍惜
伤害来的太无意
有时爱太急需要空间呼吸
争吵愈狠痛愈深刻
然后不断自责
我们都忘了最初的快乐
拥抱越紧痛愈深刻
谁不会舍不得
现在我给的或许并不是你要的
如果分离是唯一的解脱最后的话我来说
如果永远你不必再难过遗憾让我来过
就算过去的回忆太脆弱连未来也没有我
爱着你仍是我的执着
让你哭泣对不起为了爱承受委屈
说过的承诺其实还没忘记
愈是在乎的关系愈是相处不容易
伤害了你我也失去勇气
争吵愈狠痛愈深刻然后不断自责
我们都忘了最初的快乐
拥抱越紧痛愈深刻
谁不会舍不得
现在我给的或许并不是你要的
如果分离是唯一的解脱最后的话
我来说如果永远你不必再难过遗憾让我来过
就算过去的回忆太脆弱连未来也没有我
爱着你仍是我的执着
走到感情关键时候却握不住你的手
还能有什么藉口让爱再回头
多少的爱说不出口
就让时间帮我说话我一个人拼命挣扎
总比两个人一起难过还好吧
如果分离是唯一的解脱最后的话我来说
如果永远你不必再难过遗憾让我来过
就算过去的回忆太脆弱连未来也没有我
爱着你仍是我的执着
爱着你唯一的解脱

had an enjoyable day with dear dear.. went to his hus to look for him.. then slack abit b4 going out.. nv ride bike today cus i wanna wear dress out.. lol.. so we tk train.. went msq.. shop ard n catch the movie "kungfu panda".. such a funny show.. nice.. after watchin the movie.. tk train hm le..

so late.. n i'm still over here bloggin.. can't get to slp.. all my mind is him again.. all the memories.. hw i wish to tell him tat i still waitin for him.. all tis while.. but he's attach.. so fast.. reali breaks my heart when i noe tis news.. reali can't believe it.. 6mths jus pass so fast.. everything changes.. includin him..